20 Nisan 2010 Salı

The Diary - Samuel Pepys



On 1 January 1660, Pepys began to keep a diary. He recorded his daily life for almost ten years. The women he pursued, his friends, his dealings, are all laid out. His diary reveals his jealousies, insecurities, trivial concerns, and his fractious relationship with his wife. It is an important account of London in the 1660s. The juxtaposition of his commentary on politics and national events, alongside the very personal, can be seen from the beginning. His opening paragraphs, written in January 1660, begin:

Blessed be God, at the end of the last year I was in very good health, without any sense of my old pain but upon taking of cold. I lived in Axe yard, having my wife and servant Jane, and no more in family than us three. My wife, after the absence of her terms for seven weeks, gave me hopes of her being with child, but on the last day of the year she hath them again.

The condition of the State was thus. Viz. the Rump, after being disturbed by my Lord Lambert, was lately returned to sit again. The officers of the army all forced to yield. Lawson lie[s] still in the River and Monke is with his army in Scotland. Only my Lord Lambert is not yet come in to the Parliament; nor is it expected that he will, without being forced to it.

The entries from the first few months are filled with news of General George Monck's march on London. In April and May of that year – at this time, he was encountering problems with his wife – he accompanied Montagu's fleet to the Netherlands to bring Charles II back from exile. Montagu was made Earl of Sandwich on 18 June, and the position of Clerk of the Acts to the Navy Board was secured by Pepys on 13 July.[24] As secretary to the board, Pepys was entitled to a £350 annual salary plus the various gratuities and benefits – including bribes – that came with the job: he rejected an offer of £1000 for the position from a rival, and moved to official accommodation in Seething Lane in the City of London soon afterwards.



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18 Nisan 2010 Pazar

Temptation




I've never been closer,
I've tried to understand,
That certain feeling,
Called by another sound,
But it's too late to hesitate,
We can't keep on living like this.

Leave no track,
Don't look back.

All I desire (temptation)
Keep climbing higher and higher (temptation)
Adorable creatures (temptation)
With unacceptable features (temptation)
And Trouble is coming (temptation)
It's just a high cost of lovin(temptation)
And you can take it or leave it (temptation)
But you better believe it.

You've got to make me an offer,
That cannot be ignored,
So lets head for home now,
Everything I have is yours,
Step by step and day by day,
Every second counts I can't break away.

Leave no trace,
Hide your face.

All I desire (temptation)
Keep climbing higher and higher (temptation)
And you can take it or leave it (temptation)
But you better believe it. (yeah)

Step by step and day by day,
Every second counts I can't break away.
(keep us from temptation, Keep us from temptation, Keep us from temptation, lead us right to temptation)

Trying to find it (temptation)
You've got to get up behind it (temptation)
But you've turned into heart slots(temptation)
But it's a million to one shots (temptation)
That fit you right now (temptation)
You've got to fake it tonight now (temptation)
But don't give me a breakdown (temptation)
Because it's life or a shakedown
Temptation (x16)


Cradle Of Filth

Özledim seni



Seni düşününce aklıma ''Lonely Day'' şarkısı geliyor.

Çünkü senden uzaklaşmak istediğim sabahlar dinliyordum bu şarkıyı.

Beni öyle bir moda sokuyordu ki...

Beddua etmedim sana gitmek istediğin için.

Bana her ne zaman hevesini gösterdiğinde canım yandı. Evet.

Ama asla beddua etmedim gitmek istediğin için.

'So I felt like the biggest ass hole.''

Gidemedin. Üzüldüm adına. Çok üzüldüm. Çok istemiştin. İstemedin mi?

Seni unutmak istemedim hiç. Sadece uzaklaşmak istedim değerini anlamak için.

Eskiden mektup vardı. Daha değerliydi kelimeler, sözler...

Nature

Nature
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.